[What's a little shock to a heart rate monitor going off the walls? he's trying, Leo is trying so damned had to breathe, but he can't. It hurts so much, and all he can think is Raph could've done this, Raph would've been fine, I can't do this, I want dad- clenching his eyes shut tight remembering they're both gone.
Peter isn't though. Peter is right there, talking to him. He hears the words, he can understand the words for what they are, but somehow the meaning and intention goes right out of his head the minute he tries to think past the pain that's creeping in now that he's awake and everything is starting to wear off.
He has to be fine. He has to be, his family needs him, the Resistance needs him.
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Peter isn't though. Peter is right there, talking to him. He hears the words, he can understand the words for what they are, but somehow the meaning and intention goes right out of his head the minute he tries to think past the pain that's creeping in now that he's awake and everything is starting to wear off.
He has to be fine. He has to be, his family needs him, the Resistance needs him.
So why isn't he?]