Bootyyyshaker9000: I never said upset. Bootyyyshaker9000: My first thought was maybe you realized Hunter was cute and didn't want to say. Bootyyyshaker9000: But maybe you are upset. Bootyyyshaker9000: This is a lot of deflecting and avoiding and its not the disquieting feeling I had when it was Belos, but its still something. Bootyyyshaker9000: And now I'm frustrated because for all you convince yourself we don't trust you for little things, for things like my usual complaints, or momentary misgivings that we decide is worth working through, it never feels like you trust us. Bootyyyshaker9000: Like you don't trust me. Bootyyyshaker9000: What have I done to you that made you think you can't rely on me? Bootyyyshaker9000: Not for a mission or to take care of our family, because I know you trust me to do that. Bootyyyshaker9000: But not when it comes to you. Bootyyyshaker9000: Why do you think I won't do everything in my power to take care of you too?
[There is a long pause because did anything happen that would truly upset Leo?]
[It doesn't occur to him to feel bad about kissing Hunter. Why would it? Leo knows about his crush and as far as Donnie knows, Leo hasn't even expressed an interest in Hunter, he was actually kind of hoping to find it.]
[But Leo does have a weird sense about these things so he at least tries to Think About Something and there is only One Thing that was genuinely upsetting.]
Bootyyyshaker9000: Hunter saw one of my memories from the invasion. Bootyyyshaker9000: He fainted. Bootyyyshaker9000: But you were acting off before you thought there was something that I was feeling Bootyyyshaker9000: I guess sort of guilty? Bootyyyshaker9000: Guilt seems the wrong emotion, but I don't like he saw that.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Yes. He was upset I didn't give more details when I told him a bit about it before. Bootyyyshaker9000: That particular memory tends to overwhelm people who see it, Korone's reaction was very extreme as well. Bootyyyshaker9000: Even if the memory share was not my fault, I don't like being a source of pain for those I care about.
primetime: about whats on my mind ? primetime: bc whats on my mind is glad to know hunters not injured and figuring out making loop fasters for raph since no zippers
Bootyyyshaker9000: Willing to put your money where your mouth is, Nardo? Bootyyyshaker9000: Because I know you're lying and I still gave you a softball question.
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Bootyyyshaker9000: My first thought was maybe you realized Hunter was cute and didn't want to say.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But maybe you are upset.
Bootyyyshaker9000: This is a lot of deflecting and avoiding and its not the disquieting feeling I had when it was Belos, but its still something.
Bootyyyshaker9000: And now I'm frustrated because for all you convince yourself we don't trust you for little things, for things like my usual complaints, or momentary misgivings that we decide is worth working through, it never feels like you trust us.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Like you don't trust me.
Bootyyyshaker9000: What have I done to you that made you think you can't rely on me?
Bootyyyshaker9000: Not for a mission or to take care of our family, because I know you trust me to do that.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But not when it comes to you.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Why do you think I won't do everything in my power to take care of you too?
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primetime: so what happened
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[It doesn't occur to him to feel bad about kissing Hunter. Why would it? Leo knows about his crush and as far as Donnie knows, Leo hasn't even expressed an interest in Hunter, he was actually kind of hoping to find it.]
[But Leo does have a weird sense about these things so he at least tries to Think About Something and there is only One Thing that was genuinely upsetting.]
Bootyyyshaker9000: Hunter saw one of my memories from the invasion.
Bootyyyshaker9000: He fainted.
Bootyyyshaker9000: But you were acting off before you thought there was something that I was feeling
Bootyyyshaker9000: I guess sort of guilty?
Bootyyyshaker9000: Guilt seems the wrong emotion, but I don't like he saw that.
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primetime: is he ok ???
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Bootyyyshaker9000: That particular memory tends to overwhelm people who see it, Korone's reaction was very extreme as well.
Bootyyyshaker9000: Even if the memory share was not my fault, I don't like being a source of pain for those I care about.
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[He'll ruminate a bit over the rest of that on his own time when this conversation's over.]
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primetime: bc whats on my mind is glad to know hunters not injured and figuring out making loop fasters for raph since no zippers
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Bootyyyshaker9000: About trusting me, Nardo.
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primetime: i trust u just fine
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Bootyyyshaker9000: Because I know you're lying and I still gave you a softball question.
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[YOU WANNA GAMIFY FEELINGS? SURE WHY NOT.]
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[AFTER. PPP IS DONE.]
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