Leo(nardo) ([personal profile] neonleon) wrote2019-12-09 03:39 pm
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mcu/rise mashup

for [personal profile] heyunderoos

this au got us bad so fast
heyunderoos: (Quiet/glance away/pensive)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 02:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Beck had figured out who I knew and hung out with, Leo. That includes everyone here. I didn't know when I started hearing stuff. [Peter presses the spider emblem on his suit to loosen it, letting it fall away onto the floor with the towels he had been given. He steps out of it, letting the suit lay on the floor for now.

Peter is wary of wearing actual soup on his boyfriend's bed. He settles down, just in his boxers and binder for now, comfortable enough with Leo for that.
]

He kept making me hear you. Like you were nearby. I kept- looking and couldn't find you. I'd hear you laugh, or like you calling for me.
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[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pete accepts the hoodie, tugging it on. Relieved for something actively warm to wear. He settles back more comfortably. Leo's reassurance just makes Peter's expression shift into something openly guilt stricken and shamed.]

I'm sorry. I dunno if he ever found the lair or not, I tried to ask, but he just laughed in my face. Its my fault he even knew about you guys. [The guilt of endangering Leo and the rest of his family has been eating at Peter for a long time.]

I wish it hadn't gone that way, he just- he wouldn't listen. [Peter looks at Leo, biting the inside of his cheek before speaking again.] Lemme just- finish what happened, real quick, just...

[He digs his hands into his hair, explaining how the class trip was hijacked by Fury, the next attack, then giving Beck the glasses.] MJ made me realize he was lying, and I chased after him.
heyunderoos: (Emotional/exhausted/teary)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 03:13 pm (UTC)(link)
Fury mentioned they were meeting in Prague, so I suited up, and told MJ and Ned to stay behind. [The feeling of Leo's arms folded over his knees, the phsyical contact is an obvious relief to Peter. It helps him feel more grounded in the moment.] I ended up getting in a car with Beck, I didn't even know it was him. I went with him to an abandoned warehouse next to a train track without even knowing.

[He hesitates for a moment, opening and closing his mouth as he clicks his teeth together. His expression becomes distant, disquiet creeping to the surface. He's focusing on the weight of Leo to stay present.] We fought, as much as you can fight when someone is casting illusions around you. I couldn't... I couldn't see past them. With the glasses he had enough drones to just do anything I guess.

He kept just killing you. I couldn't do anything to stop it. I couldn't even reach out to you either, so I wasn't sure what was and wasn't real.
heyunderoos: (Emotional/Tired/Exhausted/wounded)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
I lost my phone, I didn't have my normal suit. Then I just... I couldn't feel you anymore. He kept killing you in the illusions, and then I couldn't tell what was happening. [Peter's own ninpo reaches out to Leo's a need to just hold onto him clear enough.]

I know, I know you are. [Shame creeps across his features.] I'm having a really hard time telling what's real and isn't sometimes, I'm sorry.
heyunderoos: (Sad/Hesitant/shoulder slump/HC era)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[Peter is openly visibly relieved by the feeling of Leo physically and magically there. The magic pulses together. The threads winding closer, tighter.]

Yeah, they did. It helped a little. Gave me an idea of what was going on. Knowing what was happening here gave me a better idea of a lot of stuff.

[He wants to curl up with Leo, but he's more than aware he's going to have to help May, and join in to figure that out. He needs to shove everything back into place.]
heyunderoos: (Exhaustion/glance back/Injured)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 04:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[Peter exhales a little, just worrying his bottom lip a little. He's been avoiding talking about this aspect.] After he got tired of- that, Beck started pushing me with his illusions towards the train tracks.

I didn't really see it until he dropped the illusion, but, uhm. [Avoiding eye contact now out of discomfort.] I was hit with a train.

[He tries to press past it.] I got in the train, and I was fine. I just ended up in the Netherlands and had to call Happy for help.
heyunderoos: (Upset/sad/troubled/sad gaze)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[Peter winces a little, hunching into himself just slightly. He's not afraid of his boyfriend, he was half expecting this kind of reaction. He had the same level of freak out over Leo being so hurt.] Its okay, Leo. I'm okay now. I heal pretty fast.

[He carefully places a hand over Leo's own.]

Yeah, he- helped. It was about the nicest Happy's really ever been. We tracked down Mysterio to London and- [Peter gives a summary of the fight, not really mincing details given its Leo. He promised he'd give him everything.]
heyunderoos: (Quiet/Listening/Srs face)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[The contact is enough to help Peter start settling down. Visibly relaxing bit by bit.]

It wasn't as important as stopping the Krang. You guys saved the planet, hell, every other planet too. [He says simply back, weighing that more heavily as important than Beck's attempt to play hero.]
heyunderoos: (Glance/Tired/Damp/HC era)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 04:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[Leo being more open after the last two months of being squirrely feels... odd. Peter is surprised, and relieved in equal measure. He missed his boyfriend being open with him. He squeezes Leo's hand in his own gently.] I'd love to talk about the greater good or whatever right now, but, same. I dunno what I'd do if you were gone.

I think his suit was just recording everything. I don't know how he could've spliced any of that footage. I think he had a team or something somewhere. Otherwise he didn't actually die.
heyunderoos: (Neutral/Glance/dark/HC era)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 05:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I saw him die. [Peter makes a face. Openly disquieted again. He never wanted Beck to die. He would rather the guy be in jail somewhere.] I sat with Beck until Fury came to get him.

He was... pretty dead. I deactivated all the drones and kept asking the AI in the glasses what was real. He revoked his access though, just so no one could use the glasses.
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[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[Peter laughs a little at the swear, the surprise of it easing him. He gladly just leans into Leo, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend.]

Thank you, thank you. [He manages to stop himself from saying it was dumb, just trying to focus on Leo.] I'm probably gonna need it more than I like.
heyunderoos: (Glance/contemplative/HC era)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[Peter just presses his face against Leo's shoulder, just trying to keep himself here and relaxed.]

Thank you- I- I dunno how long May will wanna be here. Or what's gonna happen next. [The uncertainty is scary. Peter doesn't like it.] I don't wanna put you guys in danger either. Not with this.
heyunderoos: (Exhaustion/glance back/Injured)

[personal profile] heyunderoos 2022-12-14 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm really wishing we could just have like a normal year. Just one would be really nice.

[He presses a kiss against Leo's shoulder, reluctant to actually go anywhere.] I'd really just like to lay here forever, but I need to find pants before May gets here.

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